NOT EVEN CLOSE!
Mood:  a-ok
So... I really don't know what is going on with me, I don't know why I can never find a guy that I like, that likes me, thats my AGE! OK, I don't actually know if he likes me, but Aaron(at work) is always hugging me, then he kissed my hand, then my cheek, then... to top that off, when James was talking to me Aaron came up to him(joking of course) to get off his "woman" lol, thats kind of funny, but odd... I don't know. And then, lol, get this, my older brothers old friend, Jeremy Tadgerson(Amanda's cousin) was totally hitting on me, lol, it was funny, he was all telling me that when we were younger he protected me from the mean kids in the circles. Then he kept telling me that if I ever need anyone to protect me again he would beat the mean kids up cuz he's a "big" guy.
So today at school I wasn't allowed to skip... OK, thats not what I mean, I mean, if you're 18, you're allowed to sign yourself out, and I was going to do that and hang out with Amanda all day, you know, go tubing(sp), eat some pizza, cool stuff like that. So I went into the office to do that and the secretary said I wasn't allowed to, so I said fine, then she said she would get the gay principle and he would call my papa + grandma, I kept telling her it was fine, to never mind, but she wouldn't listen, so we got in a whole fiasco, and he called them, then I was like never mind! and left the office and went out to Amanda's car to tell her I couldn't go, and HE CAME OUT THERE AND GOT ME! Then, to top that off, freakin', Kyle, Amanda's cousin had gotten in the car and the principle asked what he was doing and he said he was going for a ride, and HE LET HIM! But when I got home papa and grandma said that if I just call and ask for permission, they would let me go. So after all that shit, I could have just asked them. Geez, I never knew skipping school was so effine complicated!
Kateri

Plan
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Nightmare of You.
Topic: Nutrition Log
Ok, here we go:
replace chips each day with yogurt, drink water instead of coffee, go to bed at 10pm, and work out every other day at 7pm. So, starting tomorrow, I WILL do that. I just have to actually start, no problem... Well, tomorrow I am going to the basketball game, so I guess the working out will be on Wednesday. OK! there we go, I'm tired, going to bed, night all.
Kateri

Its been awhile...
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: Ashlee Simpson: Autobiography
Topic: what I'm up to
I haven't been on in a long while. So here's what I have been up to. I went to my sisters, had fun, was poor for four days, but hung out with my big sis & bro, that was fantastic, I haven't seen them in awhile. Then we went to my mom's house and visited with them... Frank was um... sick... so he stayed in his room all the time we were there. what a loser. I found out my grandma has Cancer, thats all they told me though, their coming back from her appointment right now. Ben is still the nicest person in the world, and cutiest... And I don't know, maybe he's flirting with me... lol, doubt it. ok, so I have decided to completely get healthy, I'm tired of not being pretty. Not that I'm not, I'm not going to say that just because I'm fat means I'm not pretty, Amanda says that I'm pretty, with make-up on, lol. But I'm going to start eating healthier, not just to be pretty, but to be healthy too. And I'm going to start working out, to my best ability, not everyday, maybe every other day, I dont know. But more yogurt, and salads, no more junk food, or meat, maybe chicken, maybe... but now I have to go do my homework.

Things to do: Get Ashlee Simpsons new cd
Save money (lol^)
Convince Grandma to let me get
Laura's car.
Save money to move in with Amanda
and Marcell when we graduate!
Get PRETTY!

Nothing much...
Mood:  chillin'
Topic: what I'm up to





so not much is up, just adding to this. Will was being gross today, I was leaving and he said not to go or else he wont be "making love" tonight, then I said "oh I'm so sorry, I didn't know that was happening anyway" then he said he's not getting a handjob tonight, no xmas present for him. Thats nasty, I wouldnt do that with him. I dont even like him... Kinda...=) I dont know, but I'm going to get ready for church=(. later.
Kateri

Going HOME!
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: Willy Wonka & the Chocolate Factory(watching)
Topic: what I'm up to
So on Monday I am going to my sisters for four whole days! YES! I can't wait, I'm more excited for that then x-mas. I want to go right now! lol, the new guy at work, Will, is odd, he keeps looking at me and waving, then James told me that he liked me, but James says that everyone likes me, so... But I don't really care, Will likes Amanda, and I don't care because I like Ben, granted, he has a girlfriend, but I still really like him. I suppose if Will does like me I'll give him a shot, but w/e. I just can't wait to see my sister and my little brother and older brother and my mom(shh...) but thats all for now, later.
Kateri

N0t s0 sad anym0re.
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: NaDa
Topic: Nothing. Yet something...
So I guess I'm not as sad as I was yesterday, but I still am a little bit. Ben kinda mad me happy, he gave me a big hug before we left for break, and we were hanging out most of the day. I don't know why I am sad though, I really don't, I think its just cuz I'm homesick, and it is the holidays, most suicides happen around this time, thats because most people are sad this time of year. I had fun today, I didn't want to go to school, but I did, and it was fun, I didn't want to be there in the beginning of the day, but later on when we were playing the x-games, I had fun. Ben's a really nice guy, to bad for me he has a girlfriend, besides, like he would want to go out with me anyway. But I really do like him. And we have been hanging out a lot, and Matt said that we were having Eye-sex... I don't know what that is, but supposedly we were looking at each other a lot at the YAC meetings, I guess thats something...
Kateri

S.A.D
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: My Chemical Romance: Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge.
Topic: what I'm up to
I dont know why. I'm just so depressed. I just want to sleep forever... and ever. I want someone to love me too.
sadly,
Kateri

The Best Dress!
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: NADA
Topic: Nutrition Log
So I found the best dress in the world for homecoming(brimley)/prom(Alcona). And I really want it, but I also want to look good in it... So I have decided to get fit, I will eat some fruit each day, and a salad for lunch. NO PIZZA! I'm going to grow my nails out, and exercise each day. EVERYDAY! I don't want to eat junk food at all. So Homecoming is in Feb, I have 2 & 1/2 months to get pretty for the most B-E-A-UTIFUL dress I have ever seen. I also got some energy pills, I'm going to really start taking them, no more soda, or unhealthy drinks, maybe I should just bring water to school instead of coffee too. But I have to drink more water, eat more fruit/vegies, and exercise A LOT! ok, thats all for now. Bye.
Kateri

Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: Sum 41: 'Chuck'
Topic: what I'm up to
This is really boring, I dont want to be in this class right now, I should have stayed home and slept. Dang Trevor, you need to talk to Mrs. Watts and see whats up. Guess what. I get to go down to stay at Jens after Xmas, I'm going to go see Dusty! Yippie! lol, yeah, so I'll go down and see you too, of course, dont worry about that bud.
Kateri

ITS MY PARTY... WAIT, NO PARTY...:(
Mood:  special
Now Playing: MXPX: "Slowly Going the Way of the Buffalo."
Topic: Oh happy day!
So today is my birthday, I'm not that excited to admit it, but it is a good thing, I'm happy that I can do a bunch of stuff that I couldnt do when I was 17, lol, 13 hours ago. But it's great. Amanda and I were laying in my bed watching tv at midnight, and she said happy birthday, and said "now you can buy cigarettes" then I said, "yeah, lets go VOTE!" lol, it was funny. Amanda is going to come over after work and we're just going to watch some movies or something, I don't know yet. But I'm going to go and watch tv, bye.
Kateri